Feeling so frustrated and hopeless. Ugh. Got in an arguement with Paul this evening... ughhh. Blah. I'm so sick and tired of this weight loss escapade. I want to be healthier. I'm the only one holding me back.

I considered rejoining WW. Problem is, each time I do it, I end up cheating, then quitting. It's so odd. It's not WW, it's ME. I don't continue to make it work after the few first weeks. I also feel like giving up the South Beach, that I'm letting down Paul. Thing is, he's never been so helpful to me as he has been recently.

I think I could have success on WW if he continues to be supportive. Thing is, he thinks it won't work since I didnt make it work last times and that doing WW is just like giving up. I feel so discouraged and stuck. Tomorrow is a new day, though, and I will feel better.